Ahhhh!!!! Sometimes I just want to scream; "Jesus, this is impossible. Why is life so ridiculously complicated?" I don't want to spend time in the secret place with you, I think it is because I'm scared of what might happen and maybe the potential you have given me for your Kingdom. I feel like the walls of my life are collapsing and I'm not exactly sure what to do with that. What does surrendering all of this stuff even mean?

Jesus answered, "You could have no power against Me unless is had been given to you from above. Therefore the one who delivered Me to you has the greater sin."
- John 19:11
"Do not be unbelieving, but believing."
- John 20:27b